the truth you need to know

I am not good at English because I am not England but today I want to ask you something
how many time you come here to read what your fan write to you? I think you never do it.
what are you doing with them , they are waiting for you day by day
You are so bad and you make me feel upset.
I do not think that have some day you see what I say but I think I need to say what I feel .
P/s: I will meet you some day. Lets see.